Tuesday, September 30, 2008


Yea, I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now. But, hey, what Daddy always tell you? Straighten up, little soldier. Stiffen up that upper lip. What you cryin' 'bout? You got me.
Hailie, I know you miss your mom, And I know you miss your dad, when I'm gone. But I'm tryin' to give you the life that I never had, I can see you're sad. Even when you smile, Even when you laugh. I can see it in your eyes, Deep inside, you wanna cry. 'Cause you're scared, I ain't there. Daddy's with you in your prayers, No more cryin'. Wipe them tears, Daddy's here. No more nightmares,

this one song really strikes the chords of my heart. eminem must hav dedicated it to his life n daughter but he wud be completely unaware of the fact that somewhre in this world a girl can relate to the exact feelings which his daughter went through !
i was goin through a piece by a famous astrologer the previous day n she propounded that leos are always deprived of true love ,,
i dunno if she is perfectly correct but i always value my melancholy as my bestest pal as it neva bothers to leave me alone....
staying tuned to the monotonous rhythms of life i hav still a long journey to take (if i dont die of a hypertension stroke in mid way of coz!!!)n i jus hope this journey is a revelation of me to myself ...
i hope my fake smile doesnt hav to veil the real me which resides in the loneliest terrains >>>
till then mockinbird is always to my rescue .....kuddos eminem !!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

mullah talks ...huh! disgraced humanity !

i need to write dis,if frustation today is a result of something i guess it is money
yeah bring ur swords contradict me ...maybe evn i accept im not very apt wen i say this .but again wat i see is wat i believe
theres this lady who always gets her pretty spitz 4 a walk everyday ...in the air of appreciation of her dearie, i got close to her ...she is not a very aged person but ya at her age i guess its mandatory to have "someone"...that" someone" turnes out to be her spitz...4 god sake !
she was waiting her son, who is currently the in a very well accomplished job ,to get back to her this idd
day before i got the sad news of her demise !
i was really very touched i mean even a single encounter can get people so close but in our case it was an entire evening affair everyday ....so its quite obvious that strings of my heart would strike a melancholous chord...
i went yesterday morning to pay my last homage to her ...i swear it was such a touchy moment ...wen i enquired about her death i came to know that it was a robber who plundered her .. wat would he get from a old lady neways ?
human life is more precious than money or wat ?
wait my boring (as im sure it may seem to you because you were not there to see the spitz sitting alone n wondering whr her master had gone!) talk is not yet at its end
the worst part was that her son never turned up and as her relatives say he wont...i guess that brat is more futile than the robber ...its the robbers profession i guess but it is this guy's frustation ...he would never value the pain her mother bore while conceiving a shit like him ...
i still remember that old lady telling me one fine evening "you will never know the pain of a mother till the day you are one!"
my motherhood has years to come , but aunty i guess i realised the authnticity of your words much earlier!!!,,,,miss you :(
god bless ya soul !