Saturday, February 7, 2009

Self starting my disrupted engine !




Ghor kalyug they call it. In this air of so called good ness I thought of giving a try to a subject I long lost link with “SPIRITUALITY.”(oo rie baba!!) yawnn!! I m sounding boring even to myself. It’s not my cup of tea sitting and sermoning on a issue that I feel is matter of individual interpretations.

Right from Robin Sharma to Aasharamji you find babas and babis leveraging on the connectivity and appeal of this term .A hell lot of path pujaa channels have erupted from nowhere, thanks to the sudden spark of “enlightenment” in the aam junta.

I m 21(not hiding my age you see !) yet am worser than a kid wen it comes to realizing my true human entity. I am somewhere lost midway in the vestigial seas with mislaid shores. Pata nahi why but there is a hell lot of confusion encircling the circumference of my otherwise empty crappy brain. And today morning’s yoga session added fuel to my plight.

Practicing yoga asanas in the crisp of the morning breeze was such a relief from the hard hitting rock music and tedious mechanical buzzes of a gym. After the whole body cracking series of asanas we were given moral lessons of ahimsa and satya (yawn yawn!!). Well I guess I exaggerated the exclamation , it was not that boring . It actually made me reflect upon and rethink about my lifestyle which is utterly overflowing with unorganized flaws.
I lead a life which is neither under the premises of Indian ethics, nor does it suffice western cultural norms. I am in a maze…completely baffled!! For the first time I am questioning my love for wine and vodka and the sensibility of my wardrobe. I somehow felt blameworthy for my bombardous party wear collection and for all the shitty stuffs that I had done just to see how it feels like ! :(

My path is hard-hitting, situation is strenuous and uske upar se Swami ji ke gyaan bhare stirring pravachaans. I feel damn pity for my small conscious and subconscious mind. Its facing a severe tribunal of violent molestations from numerous sides. This for me is anti spirituality, the everyday dose of tactlessness and anxieties cuddled together to make you go bonkers…Ahhh m speaking all blah blah !

I SERIOUSLY NEED A BREAAAAKKK . GURUJI M COMING IN YOUR SHARAN … MUJHE BACHA LO !!
By the way .. happy rose day ! almost slipped from my mind you see ! :P

14 comments:

Vineet Bajaj said...

sakta.. even GURUJI cant do anything..... lol... heights hai boss... aab toh sudhar ja...

Vineet Bajaj said...

missed the starting line....."tera kuch nahe hoo sakta......"

bhavjot said...

cummon !
i know mera kuch nahi ho sakta but i still hav hopes from guruji ...my dearest guruji !!

Abhishek Kumar said...

"True Human Entity"......lol.....Buddha discovered n he became GOD...may be one day u too will...

Vineet Bajaj said...

god wo bhe ye.... i am scared.. and i m sure that will be end of the world (i prefer)...... and stupid... hope is what we live on - me u and everyone here..... :)

Abhishek Kumar said...

jo dar gaya .....samjho mar gaya....besides...its not hope that keeps us alive....its faith

bhavjot said...
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bhavjot said...

@ abhi
faith is thread joining the soul and mind ,, if it breaks we are doomed !!
@ vineet
pls dont nderestimate me yar.. itne bhi gaye guzare budhuu nahi hain !
guruji is working a lot hard on me u see :P

Vineet Bajaj said...

did i ever say u r "GAYE GUZREEE"??? but self realization is the best realization..... yar everyone works hard on u... what matters is result... :P lol.....!!! hehe and hope is wat u life for and faith is the driving force with makes u carry on in the path of achieving what u hope os wish for....!!!!

bhavjot said...

if thr is sm1 working hard on me it is that person's stupidity,,
thnx fr ur kind take on my naturaliy !

Rozz said...

aah.. the issue of spirituality... believe it or not.. i was going to do a post on it myself.. but then my mind is not as cluttered as urs.. i was more interested in addressing the issue of wat spirituality is..
neways.. hope u find ur peace of mind.. :)

bhavjot said...

how much i hate to acknowledge the fact that my mind is "cluttered "
thnx for the divine enlightenment!!
:P

peace comes after war ...huh !
n d war is yet to begin, ahem i mean examz !

well ya do pray fr me !
hope my refugee soul finds solace in some stable fields !!

shahrukh said...

Bhayamkar musibat!!!

jatin said...

I read couple of ur blogs...u ve a v interesting way of writing things......keep it up :)